Philemon 12-14

Young's Literal Translation

¹² whom I did send again, and thou him (that is, my own bowels) receive,

¹³ whom I did wish to retain to myself, that in thy behalf he might minister to me in the bonds of the good news,

¹⁴ and apart from thy mind I willed to do nothing, that as of necessity thy good deed may not be, but of willingness,